I MISS MY BOYFRIEND.
SO MUCH.
I feel like crying because he’s not with me 24/7. I miss him even when he’s with me. I love him. I’m going to write him, here;
Dear Andrew,
I love you. I miss you. You’re so great. You’re freakinnn smart babe, like really. It’s crazy. How did you get so smart?! Share these tips!! I can’t wait until we move in together. Why can’t time go faster?! I hope I can be a better girlfriend, I’m trying baby. I really am. I’m really scared about my thing at court, I only feel better when I’m with you or Saida. Like the anxiety goes away. As soon as we’re apart, or we can’t talk for a while, it comes back. Like really comes back. It sucks. I like flowers Andy. My mom has a flower that my stepdad picked for her on their first date. They went on a hike and he gave her a little flower that he picked from a bush. She still has it. I know it’s not really important or anything, but I like all that sweet stuff like flowers. Not even like a bouquet or anything, just a small flower. Anyways, I love you. I’ll give you flowers Andy. I don’t know where this is going, but I guess I just want to beg you to please keep hope in me, because I’ll be worth it in the end. I promise. I promise. I Iove you so much Andrew, you’re my world.
Love,
Samira